Malkavian Derangement

Lots of times today I felt like mutilating someone's security. What a smile it brings to my corrupted face to think of the misdeeds that transpired within my chaotic realm of thought. I enjoy opposing my empathetic nature with thoughts of vile betrayal and mayhem. In reality, I would help a stumbling comrade without hesitation or regret....while in my mind I would dispose of their fruitfulness

thus Malkavian Derangement....

Such an art it is...the labyrinth of thought. How one could become entangled in the writhing tentacles of reality mixed with fantasy. How they intertwine...choking the life out of reason and foresight... I have to laugh to myself... literally... for I am trapped within the guilt of knowledge. Knowledge of awe-inspiring powers that surround our very beings. The dimensions abound as we struggle to maintain balance and cohesion to sanity. To some...a losing battle...to others, a freefall into ecstasy. Listen to the voices...at times they can be quite amusing.

I don many a guise in this world. Some to be misleading...still some that enlighten questionably (this does not account for all of them, I assure you). What mood strikes my inner psyche at any given moment is surely dependant upon (but not limited to) my environment and state of mind. What an obvious thing to say, nothing of a revelation, you point out. Why do I state such certainties as if they are a surprise to anyone? I do not know. Greed. Greed of controlling every aspect of my life. Being anal. Logical....TOO logical and unyielding. It causes countless disappointments in said life. Did I say? I am not sure. Forget I ever mentioned it.

I don't feel like the "average" person, so the "average" life does not appeal to me.....society pressures you to have the "average" life...it can do nothing else, I don't blame it...there has to be a median it just sucks for those of us who are not "average".

Powerbase: Cleveland

Is it safe? Does it look safe? Take a chance. By all means, sightsee. Welcome to my lai...........home.

Enjoy the view across the bay. Don't be discouraged by the dark, murky waters. Relax.

Hello there, I hope I didn't startle you.

THIS PARK IS MINE!!!

The rocks are cold tonight as the waves lap up against them. I kneel here, waiting for the hunt to announce that it has begun. In a camera's flash, you see me....but the light fades quickly and then you are at my mercy.

This theme is something I based on the card game Vampire the Eternal Struggle, a White Wolf game. This site is not affliated with White Wolf Publishing Inc. in any way.

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